J and A

Announcement . . . . . . . . . .

2011-05-30T21:13:00.002-06:00

We are moving to here:

www.underagrayslateroof.com

We are closing on a house this week. A house that needs some love, so we are moving blog locations to share our journey!

We are excited about you joining us!

Blog Hiatus

2011-02-19T21:17:00.004-07:00

Clearly blogging hasn't been my thing for the last few months.

Here is a quick update:

1. We rang in the New Year with the best Christmas gift EVER........

2. My handsome husband celebrated his 29th year of birth

3. I survived Accutane and am now waiting for that lovely drug to leave my body

4. We (yep both of us) spend Monday nights glued to the tube as Mr. Womack finds his true love on The Bachelor

5. One of my resolutions for the year is to sharpen my sewing skills - will keep you posted

6. Adam has become best friends with this gem in the mornings:

(Sidenote: I decided to do the Plyometrics DVD one morning - couldn't walk for three days)

7. We love the Avenues and are in the midst of making it our permanent residence - we love our ward and have made such wonderful friends here.

Grat-i-tude

2010-11-07T19:22:00.007-07:00

I have been terrible at blogging because I have been in a slump.

I have had a rough month and have been struggling.
Yesterday I came across my friend Caitlyn's blog.
For the month of November, each day she is writing something she is grateful for.
This really touched me, because although I am going through some difficult times, I have so many wonderful blessings.

President J. Rueben Clark said:
"Hold fast to the blessings which God has provided for you. Yours is not the task to gain them, they are here; yours is the part of cherishing them.”

So I thought I would join the band wagon, and catch up.

1. This Guy

2. This Book

3. Friends (We missed you Paige)

4. Freedom

5. My Family

5. A body that allows me to run

6. A place to live

7. Eternal Marriage

Update with thoughts

2010-09-06T09:53:00.004-06:00

1. My favorite season is starting, I cant wait to wear jackets and sweaters again

2. I have currently fallen off the running wagon, and it is bad

3. We just passed the year mark of Downing's mission, and the countdown begins to the day when I get to see my handsome brother

4. I am currently on Accutane and spend what little spare time I have sleeping, this medicine is kicking my trash.

5. I am extremely baby hungry, but cannot have one yet because of the the reason above - anyone need a baby sitter?

6. I just purchased a sewing machine and am starting a life long dream of sewing - will keep you updated.

7. Adam just got a new job that he loves and which is a lot closer to our home so he does not have to drive to Provo at 6 am every day.

8. I am obsessed with garden vegetables-especially Zucchini sauteed with olive oil and onions. My parents send me up a bag each week and that is all I eat for days.

9. I have started a little side venture - www.closetonlimestreet.com, received new clients that I have helped style, this is where my spare time goes, which leaves this place a bit neglected.

10. My youngest brother Jeffrey is starting Varsity for the Provo High football team as a sophomore so we spend our Friday nights reliving high school memories, and I must admit, I miss football season

Hero

2010-06-10T21:11:00.005-06:00

I have an Aunt, who is my hero.
When I was a little girl I would dream about
one being a grown up who was as fashionable and fabulous
as her.

She would take me to the best shops every time we visited,
She played "Harriet the Spy" with me writing letters in our
secret code and using her spy name "Ursula."

As a teenager I looked forward to visiting her in the summer
where we would shop, lay by the pool and cook delicious food.
It was like having an older sister.

In 2003, my aunt and dear friend was diagnosed with LuGehrig's Disease or ALS.
It started in her hands and would cause her to drop things,
And slowly attacked the rest of the nerves in her body,
Causing her to lose the ability to walk, cook, shop, hug, and dance.

7 years later she is still bravely fighting this awful disease.
And as she watches all her mobility disappear while her mind remains unaffected,
She continues to smile, laugh, and even thank God for the blessings that she has.

She truly is my hero, and on Saturday my siblings and I will all be honoring her
by pushing ourselves and challenging our abilities by running.
We are running different races but will be wearing matching shirts
And pushing ourselves for our aunt who can no longer run.

Inspiring

2010-05-10T22:07:00.002-06:00

I have now watched this at least a dozen times over the last week, and it still brings tears to my eyes.

This is my inspiration for the week

Welcome

2010-04-04T13:10:00.005-06:00

I know this is a lot later than I originally said,

but after much ado

here are some pictures of our new residence

in Salt Lake City.

It is still a work in progress, but here is a peek.

P.S. There are a lot of pictures

Part of our bedroom

Coffee table I found on KSL and refinished

Our beautiful wardrobe my dad made

Another angle of our living room

Our Lovesac couch

My first sewing project: I sewed all the pillows!

I got this beautiful clock yesterday with my two

sister in laws!

The Paris picture is from my Study Abroad

Our Kitchen

The kitchen island Adam assembled

Our antique cabinets,

not a lot of space but love the charm!

Our Master Bathroom

Large tile shower and pedastool sink

My favorite feature:

The exposed brick wall in the master bathroom

The entrance to my closet

A little peek into the walk in closet

We have an additional bedroom, but that is a "work in progress"

which is code for a storage room for all of our things that don't have a home yet!

I am hoping to get it organized in the next two weeks.

I am also embarking on making a bed skirt, so I will keep you posted!

We love our new little home and the beautiful location!

Haitus

2010-01-17T17:40:00.002-07:00

We moved,

to SLC on D street in the avenues.

For the next two weeks I will be unpacking,

sewing, painting, and organizing,

and then........

I will post pictures and give you a tour.

See you in two weeks.

Remember

2009-12-25T19:41:00.004-07:00

In the last week, I have felt compelled to put a copy of the constitution and declaration on my blog.

I am not the type of person who is an activist, I avoid controversy at all cost,

which in some situations would be a fault.

That is why I decided today, when we celebrate the birth of Christ,

In a country where I can choose for myself what I would like to celebrate

I put up 2 paragraphs from the Declaration of Independence that have seemed to be forgotten.

Please take some time to read these paragraphs,

and remember all those lives that have been given to ensure freedom,

and the laws and documents that forged the path that we are on.

We need to be careful that these rights are not taken away.

When, in the course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bonds which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the laws of nature and of nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable rights, that among these are life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness. That to secure these rights, governments are instituted among men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed. That whenever any form of government becomes destructive to these ends, it is the right of the people to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their safety and happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shown that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed. But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such government, and to provide new guards for their future security. --Such has been the patient sufferance of these colonies; and such is now the necessity which constrains them to alter their former systems of government. The history of the present King of Great Britain is a history of repeated injuries and usurpations, all having in direct object the establishment of an absolute tyranny over these states. To prove this, let facts be submitted to a candid world.

Cruisin

2009-12-03T20:37:00.009-07:00

So,

on November 19,

Adam and I told the world

"peace"

and hopped onto a large boat with our dear

friends

Erin and Phil.

We went to the Bahamas,

We played like children at the Atlantis Water Park,

and we ate constantly for 4 days.

Here are the pics to prove it!

One of our favorite nightly activities was karaoke.

Confessions

2009-10-31T23:53:00.003-06:00

10. I dip my Oreos in smooth peanut butter.

Can't eat them any other way.

9. I hit the snooze button at least 3 times every morning.

8. I am legitimately afraid of the dark.

7. I haven't written in my journal for over a year

6. I am terrible at folding the laundry,

it usually sits in tall piles on the guest room bed.

5. I love Lucky Charms,

I currently have 3 boxes in the pantry.

4. I thrive on making check lists, and then checking things off the list

3. There are still unpacked boxes sitting in my garage.

2. I play fantasy football every year with my husband.

I came in 4th last year.

1. I love running.

It's Your Birthday, Shout Hooray!

2009-10-18T09:22:00.007-06:00

October 15 was my 24th birthday,

It was a great day, and I feel like I am getting older!

Here is a document of the day,

with some pictures!!

I started the day with a date to Guru's for a birthday breakfast.

Then off to work as usual.

We wrapped up the night with a family celebration.

Adam got me beautiful cupcakes from the delicious

Sweet Tooth Fairy

The birthday guests,

Jeff is behind the camera.

The gifts!

I got some very cute clothes from the store!

The yellow Hobo wallet that I have been vying for,

+ some very pretty Bobbi Brown Eyeshadow.

Finally, last but not least. . . . . . .

My favorite movie, if you have not seen it yet, come over and we will watch it!

Thank you for all the birthday wishes!!!

It was a wonderful day!

Forever

2009-10-09T23:04:00.002-06:00

So,

we watched The Office wedding last night,

through all our giggles and tears,

we had to figure out what YouTube video they

not only talked about, but re-enacted.

So here it is:

Don't worry, Adam and I BOTH got teary eyed as we watched.

New Beginnings

2009-09-17T14:47:00.007-06:00

Well,

It has been quite awhile!

Here is a little update with a few pictures.

I started new job last week, and it has been fantastic.

The first three weeks of being back were tough,

I was interviewing like crazy, but could not find something that would fit.

And then I interviewed here.

I am currently helping manage this Boutique, but also doing Expos.

I leave on Sunday to New York for a Clothing show.

The store is located in Pleasant Grove, and has FABULOUS clothes!!

At the end of August we moved into this house

We are house sitting for the next 18 months while

the owners are on a mission.

I am in love with this dreamy new kitchen,

we cook a lot more now!

S0......

We are on to our next adventure..

We are so happy to be back home, and have the blessing to live here.

It has been a tough month as we have both struggled to find jobs,

But feel very blessed that we both have found companies that are a perfect fit.

TWO YEARS

2009-08-02T21:14:00.003-06:00

Happy Anniversary!

Photo courtesy of Brandi Ginn Photography

Two years and going strong!!!

They have been the best two years of my life!

Announcement. . .

2009-07-03T15:15:00.005-06:00

My handsome brother,

who is now all grown up

Is shipping out to

San Bernadino, California in August

where he will serve the Lord in Spanish!

Left my heart in New York

2009-06-17T06:48:00.004-06:00

Well,

this is it

I am sitting near Gate 9, at JFK

Getting ready to fly to North Carolina to begin another adventure.

I am excited to be a wife again,

and see Adam daily instead of on the weekends.

I am also excited to live by friends and family,

and let's be honest: lay by the pool every morning,

but as I sit here, my heart aches a bit,

this crazy city has become a part of my life and a bit of who I am.

This has been such an incredible experience,

one that I thank my Heavenly Father for daily.

There is something so exciting and thrilling to ride the subway to work every morning,

and then walk along Madison Avenue and pass millions of other people walking to work.

I loved having our door men greet me by name and with a smile.

I have learned so much about myself,

not only about who I am, but about what I really want in life.

I also learned that I have been blessed with a lot of good things and that I should never take them for granted, or let them define my life,

because it could all be gone in a moment.

I cherish the friendships I have made here,

Workings along side some of the most talented people in advertising,

and Sunday night games in the "Spooky Room."

When you are bored in the city. . . . . . .

2009-06-02T20:41:00.011-06:00

. . . . . . . . .You dye your hair

(Caitlin, don't be mad)

Before:

During:

After:

Nothing too drastic, just a lot darker, the pictures don't do the real color justice.

Story from the Weekend

2009-05-17T21:34:00.009-06:00

I went to visit a boy who lives here........

His house has a cute yellow door, and wrap around porch.

Here is the boy who lives in the house

with his cute grin.

This is the pool and pool house

where we took a nap while we soaked up some rays.

Here he is slicing up some fresh watermelon,

and kindly eliminating the black seeds!

Nothing like fresh lime juice on watermelon

Here is the boy getting ready to get beat at Wii tennis.

Here is our picture as we prepared to say our goodbyes.

The End

Dedication to my Mom

2009-05-10T08:53:00.004-06:00

Today is a day dedicated to celebrating Mothers.

I have been very blessed and fortunate to have an incredible mom.

She has done so much for me, and has influenced my life in so many ways.

Today I wanted to share 20 reasons why I love and am grateful to you, Mom:

1. Your decision to join the LDS church while she was in college,

This is such an incredible blessing that not only affected me, but my children.

2. Your testimony

3. Your laugh

4. Your willingness to play

You were always down on your knees playing with us when we were children,

imagining all kinds of stories,

and you still like to play games with us

5. Your smile,

It is very contagious!

6. Your love of reading

We grew up watching you read, and you instilled that love in all of us

7. Our late night talks

8. Your patience

9. Your sewing talent

10. Your desire to help others

11. Your decorating style

12. Watching you at work

You are so great with the kids, so patient, I can wait to see you with our children

13. The support you give each one of us

Sports, school, life, you have always been there cheering

14. Your cooking talent

15. Your ability to make friends

16. Your righteous example

17. Your patience

18. Your drive to always do better

19. Your loving disposition

20. The sacrifices that you have willingly made for me, as your daughter.

Week in Review

2009-05-03T16:47:00.009-06:00

My first week in New York has been great!

We have done a lot of walking and discovering.

I have adjusted well to living in the I House,

and am really enjoying being here.

I am having a hard time adjusting to the humidity,

I am averaging at least two showers a day,

and have kissed my straight hair goodbye!!

I am excited to start work tomorrow!

Here are some pics from the week,

(thanks go to Lindsay our group photographer!)

Fuss Ball tournament at the I-House Pub.

Can you feel the intensity

We enjoyed some delicious Arepas with Pat and Lindsay,

my favorite was beef and cheese!

We went to the Sony Wonder museum.

It was amazing, and I even got to try my skills

as a news anchor.

We rode the Ferry to the Statue of Liberty and Ellis Island.

Both incredible sights, and take your breath away as you see and learn

about how the immigrants came across the ocean.

New York, Day One

2009-04-27T21:21:00.004-06:00

After a long day of travel,

I have arrived!

It has been a long day, full of emotions

so my view is a bit skewed.

Tears fell freely as I kissed Adam goodbye at the airport this morning.

The first day is over!

We ate delicious pizza tonight at Patsy's Pizzeria, and walked the streets a bit.

This is where I call home:

View from the door:

bed on right,

desk on left,

window behind-only form of air-no air conditioning.

View from the bed:

Closet on right

Shelf on left

I am a bit tired, but excited for the adventure that lies ahead!!

I start work on Monday morning and can't wait!

RefLecTion

2009-04-15T21:59:00.002-06:00

It feels like these past two weeks

have been a whirlwind,

and I am slowly drowning in my to-do list.

I have not had a moment to sit and think,

and really enjoy the moment.

I am trying to box up our house,

finish school, and spend as much time as possible

with my dear husband.

Today was our presentation

to Volkswagen,

our final advertising pitch as members of the BYU Ad Lab,

and as BYU students.

Living on little sleep,

we were the last group to present to them,

and it was amazing.

The creatives did an amazing job with the ads, and execution

and our strategy was right on.

It hit me this afternoon,

once the presentation and lunch were over

that this was it.

Another chapter in my life is closing.

All too often it feels like I am counting down to the next mile marker

without actually stopping to enjoy everything in between.

I have always said that I couldn't wait to graduate

and now that the day is approaching,

I feel a bit weird, a bit lost as I leave the comfort of being a "student"

I feel so blessed that I have my best friend next to me,

that seems to make each new change easier.

I feel less afraid to start a new "adventure

when I know that Adam is right beside me.

New York, New York

2009-03-29T09:52:00.008-06:00

Now that is official,

I thought I would share,

On April 27, at 7:30 am I will board an airplane and fly to

the JFK airport in New York!!

I got accepted to do an internship at Y&R Advertising Agency,

and will be there for 6 weeks.

I am excited, nervous, happy, thrilled and very grateful.

It is going to be an incredible 6 weeks and I am going to learn so much

The downside?

I will be missing this guy:

Here's To Life

2009-03-20T08:58:00.003-06:00

The Tap Project was started by UNICEF and a big New York agency three years ago.

For one week in March, they collaborated with all major restaurants in the city,

During that week restaurants asked their customers

to pay $1 for the tap water they usually get for free.

That $1 provides 40 days of clean water

for children across the world.

This year, Utah was invited to participate in this now global water week.

The BYU AD Lab was asked to be the state's advertising agency.

This has been a huge opportunity for us to show off our skills,

and use those skills for an amazing cause.

We have recruited restaurants like crazy,

and created some amazing television and radio spots, and billboards.

Water Week begins on March 22 and goes till March 28

Please go out to a participating restaurant and donate $1 to help a child.

Find participating restaurants here

Utah Tap :: Here's to the World from Mike Morris on Vimeo.

Utah Tap :: Here's to Doing from Mike Morris on Vimeo.

Deserve

2009-02-25T22:15:00.002-07:00

While I was climbing into bed this evening,

after a long day,

my ulcers acting up because of stress

I checked in with Seth Godin's blog and I came across a post titled "Deserve,"

and I started to think.

Yeah, life is currently stressful:

Working 35 hours a week, and making enough to cover our bills,

Taking 17 credits at school

Seeing Adam for the first time each day at 11:00 at night

Getting ready to join the job market

The current economy

. . . . . . . . . . . .

But after reading that article I began to think

Do I deserve to be attending such a great University?

Do I deserve to be married to such an incredible man?

Do I deserve to be part of the BYU AD Lab and have so many incredible experiences?

Do I deserve to have the opportunity to be a part of such a fantastic internship program?

Do I deserve to live in such a nice condo that provides a roof over our heads?

Do I deserve clean water, and a daily meal?

My list could continue. . . . .

Who knows who really deserves what, but like Seth said,

What am I going to do with all that I have been blessed with.

Things That I Do Care About

2009-01-08T22:26:00.004-07:00

In Response to Previous Post:

Things That I Have Passion For:

Beginning each day on my knees in prayer
Successfully following through with every commitment I make
Training hard to beat my previous race time
My education-doing all that I can to make myself an valuable asset in the Advertising industry
Keeping my New Year's resolutions (week two and still going strong)
Trying to do something out of my comfort zone each day.
Biggest Loser-give it a try, you will get hooked
Clean Sheets
Realizing my true potential
See the positive through the trials-sometimes it is more blurry than other times
Being grateful
Seeing others' potential and talents
Soft Hands
Being organized-take a look at our closet and you will see how OCD I really am

Confession

2008-12-09T22:26:00.004-07:00

Things I Don't Care About

- Making the bed

- Folding the clothes in the dryer

- Blogging (my therapist and I are working on this)

- My cereal addiction

- Cleaning out my car

- Repeating outfits weekly

- Cooking dinner (sorry Adam)

- Getting ready in the mornings

- Mopping the floor (is there a pattern here?. . . . . Yeah lost that cleaning feeling a long time ago

- Socializing-it's not you, it's us

- Sleeping

Let's hear your dark confessions,

what is on your don't care list?

grat·i·tude

2008-11-08T00:26:00.006-07:00

Noun:

-the quality or feeling of being grateful or thankful

-kindness awakened by a favor received

I have been meaning to write something I am grateful for

each day during November

I am a little behind, so am catching up tonight with 8 things:

1- The ability to run

2- My husband-I could write a months worth of reasons why

Currently I am grateful for his patience with the sink full of dishes, laundry room of clothes, and an un-made bed.

3- Freedom

4- My job-they have been so gracious in putting up with my insane schedule

5- Crockpots-new favorite kitchen gadget. I put some goodies inside in the morning, and come home after a long day to a home filled with a sweet, savory aroma.

6- School

7- Friends

8- Sleep- I love hitting my feather-down pillow at night, I just need to figure out how to get more!

Fall Resolutions

2008-10-24T17:50:00.011-06:00

I am an official blog slacker!!

Today at work I finally got the blog bug again, something that I have not had for a long time.

I apologize for the LONG absence,
(emphasize when reading the word long)

It is my favorite season!

I love fall........

The bright colors

the stormy weather

Carving pumpkins

This lovely drink

and.......

the fall fashion

In honor of my favorite season,
this weekend I have made a few new "fall resolutions"

1-Training begins: I have taken a month and a half off. I went from running 23-26 miles a week to 10-15 a week (if I am lucky). The new running season is around the corner, and the lotteries for races are about to begin. So I made myself a new schedule and it starts on Monday.

2-Long hair: I have made a commitment to grow my hair out again. Sorry not a very flattering picture, I am at work so my picture selection is limited. I have also made a resolution that when my hair is long, I will do it more often, rather than rely on the oh-so-convenient ponytail.

3.Catch up on all my reading: This is a tough one, but something that must be done. Midterms were last week, and although I passed all of them, none of the scores will be bragged about. So to get the grades that I am hoping, I must re-commit myself to school this semester.

4.Spend more time on the important things: Why is it that the most important things fall so easily to the bottom of the list? I am reorganizing myself to spend time each day reading my scriptures, or anything spiritual. I hate how easily I tend to let these things slide.

I love how each week feels like a new beginning.

I hope everyone is enjoying fall!

L'oreal

2008-10-08T11:08:00.003-06:00

Alright,

this post is going to be a plea for help!

A little background:

L'oreal comes to BYU campus each year and hosts a competition.

It is called "Brandstorm" and each year they present us with a new brand

that we have to re-market, or create.

This year we have been asked to create a fragrance for Maybelline.

The competition starts at BYU, then goes to New York, and then the finals are in Paris.

Last year a team from BYU won the international finals in PARIS!!

So the competition is in phases:

1st Phase is: Research-we have to know the market, and also our target market

then if we pass that we move on to

Phase 2: which is where we actually create the brand.

So I need your help with the research.

I have attached a link to survey,

it should take no longer than 5 minutes.

Just click on the link and answer the questions!!!

Thank you so much!!!!!

Survey here

Half Marathon

2008-09-14T22:36:00.008-06:00

On Saturday August 30,

I woke up at 5:30,

Strapped on my new running shoes,

and headed to Emigration Canyon.

The sun was slowly rising over the mountains,

There was a strong chill in the air

My stomach was filled with butterflies as I approached the

Starting Line at the bottom of the Canyon.

Thirteen miles,

I stretched out my chilled legs and patiently waited for the

race to start.

Here are some pictures of the days event.

We started at the bottom of the canyon,

the first two miles were all up hill.

The race was incredible, and the view was breathtaking!

I finished third in my age group

and my overall time was 1 hour 51 min.

I was very proud of my accomplishment

Next race: Marathon

Over The Rainbow

2008-09-10T14:34:00.006-06:00

I am currently sitting on a round lunch table,

a table that has spots filled with crumbs,

lap top open,

papers spread out everywhere.

School started a week ago, and I feel like I haven't been able to catch my breath,

trying to balance 17 credits and 35 hour work weeks.

Those last few moments at night between climbing into bed

and falling into an exhausting sleep,

is the time Adam and I spend together.

Catching up with each other, right before our talking becomes incoherent mumbling.

Being busy is when I function best.

Having a plan or task for every hour of the day keeps me organized.

I manage my time better and get more accomplished.

I have cooked more in this last week, than I have in a long time.

I live by my planer and check list.

The days begin to blur into each other, but hey, I am getting things done.

I feel productive because I am busy, always going somewhere

or studying something.

It is only now, in this moment,

in a room filled with hundreds of people,

where there is a constant buzz of noise due to talking and laughing,

have I felt more, than I have in two weeks.

There is a piano 10 feet away from where I am sitting.

A guy just sat down and began playing,

and suddenly everything seemed to disappear.

The song "Over the Rainbow" began to echo through the walls,

and I was overcome.

Overcome with gratefulness

grateful for his musical talent, for this building,

for music, for the opportunity to go to school,

grateful for family, for a body that functions well, for people,

the list continues.

He has been playing for ten minutes now,

one beautiful song after another,

I have put all my school work aside and just sat for a moment,

doing nothing.

In one of his talks Elder Ballard talked about

"enjoying the fleeting moments, the quiet moments,"

and although he was talking about motherhood,

his words resonated with me today.

Only in those quiet moments, where we pause

can we see and feel the tender mercies of the Lord.

Sorry for the long absence, I am back now, and will be more consistent.

At least that is the goal!

A long post coming this weekend with pictures of a race I ran in two weeks ago.

Nie Day

2008-08-27T10:52:00.005-06:00

For the last two weeks, I cannot seem to get Steph and her family out of my head.
Our families are connected by the same set of cousins,
So when I was younger I spent a lot of time over there.
I thought Stephanie was the "coolest" girl.
I loved her personality, her hair style, and you can just tell she knows who she is.

This tragedy has left me thinking,
Especially during the quiet moments right before I fall asleep,
and in the early morning hours, before I get out of bed.
I don't know why it has affected me so much-
We have talked over email a few times, and seen each other at family things,
but for some reason this crash has affected me a great deal.
I keep getting the reoccurring thought of how grateful I am for the gospel.
Events like this are so hard to understand or explain,
and although the Gospel doesn't take the pain or suffering away,
it provides some comfort, some hope.
The hope that Heavenly Father knows what is going on, and has a purpose for everything.

Tomorrow has been declared as Stephanie's Day!

There are so many different blogs putting on Silent Auctions, and Giveaways.

Here is just a small list of what is going on:

Design Mom- Silent Auction

Notes from Kate- Another auction

Caitlyn and Ashley are teaming up for a fantastic silent auction

Courtney is auctioning some BYU items off.

I will try to keep the list going as I find out more. Please take a look!

Prayers

2008-08-21T15:51:00.003-06:00

Stephanie Clark Nielsen is a family friend and fellow blogger.
She and her husband were in a terrible plane crash this past weekend.
They are on the slow road to recovery, so please put them in your thoughts and prayers.

For more information go here

Say

2008-07-28T13:54:00.005-06:00

This weekend was good,
I went to the Farmers Market for more tomatoes, and delicious Basil Focaccia Bread.
I then spent the morning sewing some pillows for our couch.
(Pictures to come on next post)
They turned out so well, and I am in fact very proud of myself
due to my naive sewing skills.
My mom swelled with pride as her daughter that once hated sewing,
has now become addicted.
I feel like a whole new world of crafts has been opened up to me.

We spent the day with family,
My handsome brother Jon arrived home from Kansas,
So we ordered pizza, talked, and played Legos (yes, all of us!)
It is so nice to have everyone here, even if it is just for a few days.

I was sitting in the car on the way home from church yesterday.
Adam and I received a new church calling,
So we now attend a Spanish Ward in Orem.
I do not speak Spanish, I took three semesters at BYU and
I was in a Spanish ward while living in London (a little ironic)
but because of the lapse of time, and lack of use,
my Spanish Skills have dwindled.
Needless to say, our first Sunday there went well, the people were so warm and loving,
and it was nice to have a husband who
so willingly translated the talks for me,
and let everyone know that my lack of response
was not due to rudeness,
but ignorance.

As we were driving home from church with
"Sounds of the Sabbath" playing gently from our radio,
the song "I Am A Child of God" came on.
Usually when I hear this song I am filled with nostalgic memories of childhood,
and singing time in Primary.
I sing along blankly, not paying attention to the words or their meanings.
But today it was like I was hearing the song for the first time.
Maybe it was because I was feeling very dependent on the Lord this weekend,
as I stressed and worried about attending the Spanish ward.
Or maybe because it was time for one of the Lord's gentle reminders.

As the song continued, tears began to fall as I was overcome with gratitude.
I, me, one person in a world full of a billion people,
am a child of God.
Heavenly Father knows me by name, and cares about me.
As the song ended I was so overcome with gratitude for this knowledge.
It is so powerful and comforting to know
that I have a Father in Heaven who loves me.
A Heavenly Father that watches over me, listens to me when I pray
and values the fears and concerns that I have.

There are times to often to count, when I take the Gospel for granted.
Too many days where reading my scriptures
falls to the bottom of the list.
This song brought to my attention (again)
what a great treasure it is,to know where I came from
and to know what lies ahead.
I am go grateful for the reminders we receive every so often,
that let us know that He is watching over us,
and to remind us of the great knowledge that so many of us have,
a knowledge that is so easy to take for granted.

Movie Review

2008-07-23T10:40:00.007-06:00

We went,

We Saw,

And

We LOVED!!!

Dark Knight was AMAZING!!

I have never felt so emotionally invested while watching a movie.

This guy was incredible:

You wanted to hate him because he was so evil,
but there was a soft spot for him, even though I had no idea why.
His performance was amazing!!

Christian Bale was of course as dreamy as ever.

I give this movie a A+, and can't wait to go see it at the IMAX.

On Saturday afternoon I went and saw this movie with some of dear girlies.

It was a very fun movie to watch.

The music was amazing, I need the sound track!!

The daughter's voice is amazing, I wish she would have sung more,

and despite what some reviews have said Pierce Brosnan does a good job singing as well.

But I would recommend seeing this movie with girls,

If your husband is anything like mine, it will not be enjoyed!!

Da da da da da da da da, Batman!!

2008-07-18T10:35:00.006-06:00

Well folks, the day has arrived.

Adam is as giddy as a school girl.

We have had our tickets for a month.

Tonight at 8 we will be heading to the Cinemark theater at Provo Towne Center

Adam is determined to get perfect seats

Our movie starts at ten,

So we will be the couple sitting on the floor at the front of line

Me-reading Harry Potter

Adam-reading a historical novel.

We may even bust out the playing cards,

Two hours is a long time to wait!

Next week we will be seeing it at the Imax.

I will let you know which version I enjoyed more!!

(anyone want to see Mama Mia with me,
Adam will be too busy seeing this over and over)

Blog

2008-07-17T13:52:00.003-06:00

I have a routine that do every morning after I arrive at work:
1-Clock in
2-Turn on the lights
3-Log into my phone
4-Log in, and open all necessary windows on my computer screen
5-Blog Stalk

I have a certain order in which I click the links on my blog,
I usually start from the bottom and go up.
I am so eager to read the new posts, and am sad when I have made it to the top of the list.

My blog journey is over for the morning,
I have laughed, cried (yes, I have, you guys are great bloggers),
and always discovered a new site.

It is then I am filled with a bit of anxiety, no.......
Envy.... is the correct word to use.
There are so many creative writers out there,
Incredible artists,
Superb photographers,
and Professional Cooks.
What should I blog about?

I start having one-on-one conversations with myself
deciding on what would be an exciting, mind blowing post,
the wording I should use,
and the jokes I should throw in.
By the end of the self conversation, I am exhausted and decide not to post at all.

But today I decided, I need to get over this
feeling of blogging inadequacy.
I started this blog because it was fun, and something I enjoyed.
So I am working on releasing myself from my own personal Blog Pressure.
My posts may not always bring tears, or loud laughter,
but I will have had fun writing!!

Thank you to all the dedicated bloggers.
I love keeping in touch, and learning more about you and your family.
Thank you also for sharing your talents and skills.
I feel inspired all the time,
And realize that I can develop talents that I was once afraid to try.
My cookings skills have become better,
and my decorating ideas increase daily!!

Current Loves

2008-07-11T12:04:00.005-06:00

Mallory, Caitlyn's sister posted this on her blog a few days ago,
and I thought it would be fun to do.

Some of my Current Obsessions:

Yoga
Oreos-especially crunched up in Vanilla Bean Ice Cream
Harry Potter
Sleeping
Cupcakes-reading about them, seeing them, decorating them
Running ( I forced myself to sign up for a half marathon in Aug. one of my New Year Goals)
Orbit Peppermint Gum
Mint Chapstick
Baths
Wii Tennis-currently working on becoming a "pro" only 200 points left
Conference Ensign from May 2008
Bare Minerals
Scrapbook Paper
Home Dec Ideas (yet to implement any though)
Zuchinni-sauteed in olive oil and onions
Bananas
"Jon and Kate Plus 8"
G2 Gatorade
Reading
Setting weekly goals
Corn Salsa
Honey Nut Cheerios
Late night chats in bed with Adam
Guessing the background stories of passing strangers
Sun coming through the windows in the morning
Cold Play
Bungalow Home Styles (new favorite website: http://www.thebungalowcompany.com/)

If Money Grew on Trees

2008-07-02T09:01:00.013-06:00

My dear friend Caitlyn said a few words yesterday about

the latest Anthropologie Catalog,
So as soon as we got home last night I ran to the mailbox full of excitement.
Ohhhh how divine,
Let me share a few beauties. . . . . .

Enjoy
(Anyone want to write me a check)

New Shoes, New Shoes. . . .

2008-06-23T12:42:00.008-06:00

When I was a little girl,
Every time I got a new pair of shoes I would be filled with
excitement as we drove home from the store.
Not only because I got to wear the shoes, but I was excited to show my dad
so he could sing me the

"New Shoe Song"

Let me share with you this beautiful childhood memory:

"Jessie's got new shoes, new shoes, new shoes
Jessie's got new shoes on today."
(repeat 3x)

My dad sang this to me while I danced twirled in my new foot wear
with a proud smile on my face.
I would make my dad sing this song to me well into my teenage years.

On Saturday these babies arrived for me:

And I taught Adam the song and then informed him
that he was now passed the torch of singing the "New Shoe Song"
not only for our children but for me.

The drive home from Salt Lake was filled with:
"Jess' got new shoes, new shoes, new shoes
Jess' got new shoes on today"

"Jess' got new shoes, bright, red, shiny, shoes
Jess' got new shoes on today."

(We got a little creative)

BiRtHdAy GiRl

2008-06-11T09:01:00.005-06:00

Today is June 11-the day my best friend was born!!
Whitney Kaye Stice-The person who has been there for me since 3rd Grade

(Sidenote: Because Adam and I are currently living in the dark ages with no internet I could not use the pictures I had planned cause they are on my computer, and I am at work!)

Happy Happy Birthday My Dear!!

In honor of your special day I wanted to share a few of my favorite memories of you!

1. Playing with our American Girl Dolls after school everyday after we got them for Christmas.

2. Our own "Silly Subject News" Newspapers (especially our Dear Abby Section)

3. Our first attempts at Scrapbooking

4. Playing "Hide and Go Seek" in your unfinished basement

5. Writing and then typing adoption papers for both of our parents to sign
so that it would be "official."
( I think we had Caitlyn do it to)

6. Eating a whole bag of Salsa Verde Chips in one sitting

7. Our Jamba Runs

8. Sunday drives listening to music

9. Our many sleep overs

10. Our fascinating American Heritage Class (that kicked both of our butts!)

11. No matter how long it has been since we last talked, everytime we get together we
just start where we left off-like no time had ever passed.

I love you very much, you mean the world to me, and I am so grateful for our friendship.
I feel so blessed to be a part of your life, and have you as a friend
I hope you have a wonderful day!!

You are a incredibly beautiful and so full of happiness and a wonderful example to me!

2008-06-04T17:03:00.004-06:00

I am trying to get back into the world of blogging again,
so I decided that today I was going to post some stuff about me.
I always enjoy when others blog about themselves and give us some glimpses
into their thoughts, feelings, worries, and personalities.
So this may be quite boring, and I am not quite sure what is going to come out, but here it goes!
And it may be very long, so maybe it will give you something to read if you are bored at work (like me!)

1-I love stormy days-when I wake up in the morning to the sound of the rain bouncing on the roof I am filled with excitement. I love the way the dark clouds look in the sky,
and the loud claps of thunder.

2- I am a very sensitive person. We are talking way sensitive.
Being sensitive is not a bad thing-when you have a good balance, something that I lack.
I can get my feelings hurt over the silliest things, and words that were never meant to be taken personal- I take them personally.
I am constantly trying to sprout a thicker skin, and it is something that may take me awhile to conquer. This job has helped a lot in this area, because when angry customers call in and yell at me for something that I did not cause, I have learned to let it roll off.
Being sensitive is not all bad- it does help me to care more for other people,
and helps me be less judgmental. It also causes me to cry in every movie we watch-doesn't matter if it is a horror, comedy, or a cartoon. I can only imagine what I will be like when I am pregnant!!

3- I love love LOVE cookie dough- plain cookie dough, as an ice cream mix in, or completely frozen. It is a terrible addiction, luckily I have gotten my cookie dough desire under a bit more control from the no-sugar goal, but man I just love to eat it!! I rarely eat my finished cookies after they are baked, instead I just happily savor the raw dough straight from the bowl. I always look forward to a trip to Cold Stone so I can order my usual "Cake Batter with Cookie Dough." Because of my insane addiction, I bake cookies only once in awhile.

4- I stink at video games!! I am one of those people that uses her whole body to steer the car, or move my character! It is embarrassing!! I never had any type of video game when I was growing up, and so was never taught the skills. Last Christmas I thought this would all change when we got a Wii, suddenly it was advantage that I used my body while playing-I quickly became a tennis and bowling pro!! But this sad dream ended when we got Mario Cart a few weeks ago-sadly all of leaning, grunting, and twisting no longer helped, and I was back to video game slum!!

5- I am in a continual battle with my knee. It has been five years since I tore my ACL, and Miniscus, and I still get frustrated with the pain and swelling. The surgery was great, and everything went well, but I guess the image I always had of a perfect knee post surgery was not reality. I have a dream goal of running a marathon, but the reality is-by running a marathon, I choose to have more and worse long term knee problems. Most days it is just fine, the knee doesn't ache, and I forget that one is a better than the other. But currently I am training for a 10K in July and so in preparation for that race I have been running three times a week, which leads to more pain and swelling. I am grateful to still have a functioning knee, and that I am able to run the amount that I want to right now, but sometimes I look over at those people on the treadmill next to me and see their beautiful running strides, and 10 miles on their screen, and I turn green with envy!!

Favorite

2008-05-29T08:59:00.009-06:00

Well, the weekend has come and gone, and SURPIRSE,
I still have not posted my high school tag, or pictures of our new home.
I could start by giving off a list of excuses, but browsing my past posts, I have already listed a bunch of excuses.
So my fellow readers, there is only one thing to say:
"I am a slacker."

My high school tag is ready to go, all I need to do is add pictures.
I have been hesitating with the home tour because I want everything to be "perfect" and so I have a few decorating projects that were supposed to get done this past weekend,
but did not.

So I have learned a lesson, I will not make any more deadline promises on my blog, because lately I have not been delivering,
and at night when I should be sleeping, my head is filled with stress
because of my broken blog promises.

My blog is something that I should enjoy, not something to add to my stress list that usually appears at night.
So dear friends, those two specific posts will be posted soon, and I am going to work harder at jumping back on the blog wagon.

Now after that intro, I wanted to share two of my favorite side dishes that
I have been enjoying lately.

The pictures that I am posting do not do the dishes justice, but I wanted to provide visual aide.

This is known at our house as "Yummy Corn Salsa"
It is very delicious, and fairly easy to make just requires a bit of chopping.
It is sweet with a little kick, Adam and I can eat this bowl relatively quickly
(kind of gross I know),
but it is pretty healthy so does not cause much damage!
The recipe is pretty broad with measurements, so that you can add as much or as little as you want.

1 Can of Corn Drained
1 Can of of Drained Garbanzo Beans
2-3 Chopped Tomatoes
Bunch of Cilantro
Bunch of Green Onions (4-5)
Avocado
Orange and Yellow Pepper (I use one of each)
1 Envelope Good Seasons Italian Salad Dressing
1 Lime

Chop all the ingredients in a bowl, add the dressing and the juice of the lime and
Bon Apetit!

This is my other favorite side dish or snack, it is a very simple salad,
but tastes delicious.

I just use some :
Spinach
Chopped Red Onion
Sliced Strawberries
Almond Slivers
(If I am feeling really adventurous, I candy the almond slices)

Then I use this Poppy Seed Dressing:

I have yet to find a good homemade Poppy Seed Dressing, and this one is delicious, so it will work!

Enjoy!

Slacker

2008-05-22T13:27:00.002-06:00

I just wanted to apologize for my absence to all my devoted readers (like 2 people!)

We still have not gotten our wireless set up, and so I have not been posting.

But this weekend two exciting posts:

1-The high school tag from Jamie-get ready for some sweet pics

2- And a house tour!!

PrOvO

2008-05-09T12:33:00.003-06:00

(Jamie- I did not forget about your high school post, in fact I have it ready, just need to add pictures, but because we don't have our wireless set up I have procrastinated!)

8- Number of times we have eaten at Cafe Rio since we have been here

2- Number of times we have had FrEe MeAls at Cafe Rio (we saved all our cards while up in Idaho, and are glad we did!)

6- Number of Boxes I still have left to unpack

0- Number of times I have cooked since we have been here- (or does a frozen Stouffers Meal Count?)

41- Number of Hours I have been working each week

3- Number of loads of laundry that are waiting for me at the house

4- Number of decorating projects for our house that are waiting to be started

10- Number of minutes it takes me to fall asleep at night (believe it or not, I have not had a sleepless night since we have been here-knock on wood!)

4- Number of days we had to live without hot water-we forgot to call on a Friday, so spent the whole weekend minus hot water!! (Thanks mom and dad for letting us borrow your shower every morning!)

UPDATE

2008-04-25T09:33:00.002-06:00

I am sorry for the slack of posts!
We arrived safely last Saturday night after a long day of moving!
Although the move was stressful we were blessed with family and ward members
that willingly devoted their time to ease some of the burden!

We are currently living in my parents basement,
and will be moving into our condo on the 29th.
We are very excited!

We just made our first purchase as " a married couple" by buying a
"Sactional" from Lovsac, so we are excited
and feel very grown up!

I am working at the Prosper Corporate office down here, and am enjoying it,
Adam started work with Van Buren Inc. on Monday and has been
smiling ever since.
He is already made quite an impact on the company and is becoming a driving force!

We feel very happy and blessed to be back and feel like this is where we are supposed to be.
Don't worry we have eaten Cafe Rio three times now, in the 6 days that we have been back!

I will post more soon!

Happy Spring

2008-04-14T13:25:00.008-06:00

J Crew

Forever 21

J Crew

Anthropologie

Forever 21

The Sun is shining and the temperature is currently 69 degrees

Boxes, Scones, and a Movie

2008-04-12T20:14:00.008-06:00

We are a week away from the big move.

Boxes are starting to overtake our house!!

Our walls are more bare each day

So today, after coming home from work, we packed boxes and more boxes

By the time five o'clock hit, we were tired hungry, and in the mood for a date.

So after cleaning ourselves up,

We decided to partake in the "fine cuisine" of Applebees-the hottest spot in town

Afterwards, as part of our "hot" date, we stopped to do some grocery shopping and picked up this:

And this was the result:

I tried my hand at homemade Honey Butter beccause of the no sugar goal

After enjoying some of these fried goodies, we cuddled up to watch some movies.

All in all a good productive day that ended in a lovely way!

Grateful for:

2008-04-07T09:24:00.008-06:00

1. General Conference: I look forward to this weekend because of the Spirit that is present and the words that are spoken. It was such a wonderful experience to participate in the Solemn Assembly. It was so neat to stand together and all raise our hands in support of dear President Monson.

2. My husband's cooking skills: There are many time during the week and on Sundays where I am just too tired to cook. On those days Adam is more than willing to take over and whip up something delicious. It is a nice break!!

3. Food Saver: This baby is a miracle worker!! It is my new favorite kitchen gadget. It vacuums all the air out and then seals the bag around any food item that you want to freeze. I have done salmon, steaks, chicken, strawberries, peaches. So now we have a freezer full of food, ready to eat, and also safely protected from freezer burn!

4. Yogi Herbal Tea: As most of you already know, I have difficulty sleeping at nights. I should go to a doctor, but don't want to become dependent on sleeping pills. Last week while browsing the organic section at our grocery store I found this tea. I decided to give it a shot, and have been sleeping like a baby ever since! It is a wonderful flavor of lavender and has been working great! I drink 1 cup right before bed, and have been able to fall asleep easier and stay asleep longer!! An added bonus-each tea bag has a saying on it, last nights was "Be proud of who you are!", so I not only get sleep but happy thoughts!

5. Music: Each Sunday morning Adam and I have tried to make the habit of turning on "Sounds of the Sabbath," as we get ready for church. I love the spirit that music brings into our home. I love music-i am not very picky about what is playing as long as it makes me feel good. I am so grateful for the people who very willingly share their musical talents for us to enjoy!

Drumroll Please. . . . . . . .

2008-04-01T08:40:00.006-06:00

I have an important Announcement!!!

I have been waiting to announce this until things were more official

WE ARE MOVING BACK TO PROVO!

Adam has received a new job offer, so after thinking, praying, and planning

we are moving back!

Despite some of my complaining, we have really come to love Rexburg!!

We have liked spending our first eight months of marriage out on our own away from family.

We have created wonderful memories here, and created a lot of friendships that we are sad to be leaving

We are excited for this new adventure and approach itwith bittersweet feelings as we leave!

We will be moving down the weekend of the 20th of April!

We are excited, nervous, stressed, and happy!!

(I just realized I did not post a "Gratitude Monday" post- I sincerely apologize and promise there will be one next Monday morning bright and early!)

Snow Shovels and Ugg Boots

2008-03-27T08:05:00.006-06:00

This is the view from outside my porch currently.

Don't be fooled by the bare grass showing, the three inches of snow
that fell there last night, have since been blown everywhere
because of the 30 miles per hour wind.

This is our porch-covered in snow, although we live up on the second floor
and never get snow up there.
Thanks wind!

This is the three inches of snow that mysteriously appeared this morning
that I had to trudge through to get to my car!
Thank goodness for pink Uggs!

This is the office door that was frozen shut this morning
due to the Snow, Ice, and Strong Wind.

Have a good day!

Monday Gratitude (Tuesday in this case)

2008-03-25T19:56:00.008-06:00

I am a day late on this post-last night was crazy and I ran out of time, so I apologize to all of my devoted readers! (ha ha) Here are the five items I am grateful for this week:......

1. Our Bed-Now although it is not the most comfortable, and Adam is counting down the days till we get a King size, and even though I do not much get sleep here because of anxiety (who knows why I don't sleep); I am grateful we have a place to relax, cuddle, and in Adam's case snore every night!

2. My Planner- I am a list and planner person. I cannot function without my planner, it reminds me of my daily tasks, appointments, and goals. I also find so much joy in crossing things off on my "To-Do" list!! Adam bought me this cute for Christmas and I love it!!

3. Prayer- We have some big decisions to make this week and I feel so grateful and comforted to know that I can pray to Heavenly Father for guidance and direction with confidence. It is a blessing to know that if we ask, we will be guided to the correct choices and decisions.

4. Easter- Sunday was a wonderful day-from Church, to enjoying a delicious meal with Adam and Jon. I am grateful for our Savior and for the blessing of the Atonement. Although we dearly missed being with our family, we did our best to bring a lovely day into our home!

5. Fancy Dishes- I love dishes, and am always on the hunt for fancy dishes especially black, red, and pink ones. This set was given to me by my wonderful Aunt Cathy. We used them for Easter, and I thoroughly enjoyed it!

Wow

2008-03-22T14:28:00.009-06:00

Well, I regret for ever saying in my previous posts that my life up here in Rexburg

is uneventful, or slow paced.

These last three days have proved far otherwise!

Here is what my house looks like right now:

Here is what happened:

WeDeNsDaY:

Adam and I were coming home from work Wednesday night. It was raining outside and we were running from the car to our house. There is a hill that we have to go over to get to our apartment and while we were running and laughing Adam suddenly slipped and fell backwards-Smack on his head and back.

(The scene of the vicious fall)

He was knocked out due to the impact on his head, and he could not breathe because of the impact on his back and lungs. He finally tried to get up, with my help as he is gasping for air. I was beyond terrified, started crying as I helped him make our way up the stairs to our house.I checked for a concussion and would not let him go to sleep for the next hour.My super man brother Jon came over and made sure Adam was okay, and then stayed for an hour to make sure I was okay. Needless to say I did not get very much sleep that night constantly checking on Adam.

ThUrSdAy:

I got up to go to work around 7:20. I was late so was trying to quickly get ready when Adam called from the room telling me my phone has been going off. So I got my phone as I ran out the door and saw I missed two calls from home, and my brother has sent me two texts. I returned my Dad's phone call as I was getting in the car and he soon informed me that Jon was in the hospital. I freaked out, and was then told that he drove himself to the hopsital (what!) at 4 this morning because his stomach had been hurting all night. He had appendicitis and they were operating later that morning.

I ran back insid the house to get Adam who has up and dressed in 2 minutes and we were on our way to Madison Memorial Hospital. We spent the rest of the day there, making update phone calls, taking care of Jon, and talking to the Doctors. He went into surgery at 11:00 a.m. and was out of surgery by 1:30 p.m. My parents made the fabulous drive up from Provo and arrived around 6:15 p.m. We hung around to visit and then we headed home around 8, and went to dinner at Applebees at 9.

FrIdAy:

I took Adam to work at nine after another sleepless night and made a quick stop at the gym. Jon and my parents arrived at our house around 10. He was doing pretty well but was ready to be home and rest. Mom and I went to do some grocery shopping, and made a quick stop at her favorite place: Porters. We spent of the rest of the morning and early afternoon cooking, cleaning, and then have a business meeting with Dad. (save that for another post). I headed to work at 2:00-tired, emotionally exhausted, and just burned out!

We got home from work at 5:00, ordered some pizza, and spent the rest of the night watching basketball games. I finally got bored and went into our room and watched ENCHANTED! It was bliss! Then after the cute, cheesy love filled movie-I enjoyed my first night of sleep in three days!

Jon has been a wonderful patient! He is recovering great-walking around, and eating all kinds of yummy food! It is fun having him here with us!

The stinker invalid refused to sleep in our bed because he felt bad (he is naughty!)

so this is his bed!

Dinner Success

2008-03-19T13:00:00.010-06:00

I really enjoy cooking, but most nights after working 6-8 hours my motivation to cook runs very slim. After feeling guilty for not cooking each night I set a personal goal of cooking at least three nights a week. I not only set a goal to cook but to try new recipes and come up with my own. Adm and I are trying hard to eat only wheat carbs and as much vegetables as possible (to make up for all the crappy stuff that we eat!). I love looking here and here for delicious and healthy recipes and ideas!

So last night I decided to make

Pesto Chicken Pasta with Sauteed Zuchinni,

along with Strawberries and Cream for dessert.

It took a bit longer than I expected,

but when we sat down and took our first bite I was filled with pride!!

And felt that all the stress and mess was worth it!

The cooking mess!

My homemade pesto (sorry the picture is blurry-I was hurrying)

The sauteed Zuchinni with fresh Parmesan on top

The final product!

Monday Gratitude

2008-03-17T21:23:00.013-06:00

Mondays are usually viewed negatively:

The First Day back to Work,

The farthest day from the weekend,

The day that brings the schedule back for the rest of the week.

Although on Mondays I don't go to work until the afternoon,

I still find myself complaining Sunday night, that the dreaded day is already arriving.

So tonight I decided that each Monday I will post five things I am grateful for.

These things will range from large, valuable items, to small and somewhat insignificant things. This talk has left an impact on me and since reading it for Family Night two weeks ago,

I decided that each day I would write one thing in my planner that was a blessing that day.

So in light of that inspiration,

here is my first "Gratitude Monday."

Enjoy!

1. My Husband- He is currently working very hard to provide for our small family, and is contstantly doing all that is humanly possible to make my life as wonderful as possible!

2. Swiffer Mop-Yes I know it seems silly, but hear me out. I have grown up in homes that all have Cental Vacuum Systems which means that I had never used a broom inside a home until I moved into an apartment. I have become pretty good at it, but still hate to sweep.

I have been looking forward to purchasing "The Swiffer" for weeks now, and tonight we got it!!

Using it was divine!! It picked up everything, and for the first time in months I could mop standing up!!

(Old picture)

3. My Family- We were able to spend a brief visit with my family this last weekend. Adam had a business meeting in Provo at 5:00 p.m. on Saturday afternoon-we arrived just in time, and then left at 5:00 p.m. the next day. Although the trip was short, it filled me with love and gratitude as all eight of us sat around the table while we enjoyed a delicious meal at P.F. Changs.

(Thanks Dad!)

4. New toothbrush- I have a bad habit of brushing my teeth very vigorously and very hard!! My dentist has had to cover some of my exposed tooth nerves because of my my rough brushing. I brushed so hard and have worn away my gums.
So despite my best efforts, I go through toothbrushes very quickly.

Each time I open a new brush I relish in that brand new bristle feeling!

5. My Hair Straightener- This is the best invention!! The only electric tool that has been able to tame my thick, coarse, wavy hair!! If only they were around and popular during my junior high years!

(Those of you who were there with me remember my full volume, untamed hair!! I am surprised that I had friends back then!)

Got Ya!

2008-03-13T17:02:00.008-06:00

For the last week our small town of Rexburg has been enjoying

the beginnings of Spring!!

The snow around our apartment complex has melted away

and the grass was sprouting.

My winter coats were hung up in the back closet

My bright clothes were making their debut!!

Then I woke up this morning to this. . . . . .

The green grass has now disappeared under 2 new inches of Snow!!

Say hello to the winter coats once more!!!

My best friend Blue Sky has been replaced with FOG and SNOW

My heart is gloomy

London Longing

2008-03-10T10:03:00.013-06:00

For some reason during my slow start this morning I started looking at all my pictures from living in London for 4 months and I got a bit nostalgic. Our life is pretty simple right now, so I thought I would post some London Memories today.

My home-it is two flats in one-all forty of us lived here, plus the classroom!!

It used to be used as an Embassy, so the inside is very fancy

Our Street-Palace Court

After waiting in line for three hours we got our front row tickets to Wicked!!!

My London Bestie Erika and I in front of the Charte Cathedral in France

The beautiful Big Ben

Us Girls at the Lake Districe-prettiest place EVER!!

The beautiful Tower Bridge

Chicken of the Sea

2008-03-04T15:00:00.011-07:00

This tuna is a symbol of my sweet husband.

He showed up to work today with a fresh tuna and pickle sandwich-just the way I like it.

He spent the day making sure that my stressful day turned into a peaceful day.

I woke up this morning

feeling like I had ran a marathon-a night filled with no sleep,
tossing and turning,
and a lot of bathroom trips.

I opened the window to see this:

My morning continued as I became increasingly overwhelmed with the day's tasks.

My stomach continued to increase in pain with aches that seem to appear each month and choose to stay for 24 hours straight.

After a long eight hour shift I came home to find:

The dishwasher loaded and running

My clothes washed and neatly folded

Our dresser organized and dusted

All my stress seemed to melt away and I was overcome with love and appreciation for a husband who senses when I am having a hard day and showers me with kindness.

Tagged Again

2008-02-26T12:38:00.005-07:00

I was tagged again, and have been feeling guilty for not posting in quite some time. Due to currently boring lives, I have not had much to post about, so decided to complete the tag I was assigned to do a week ago.

20 Years Ago/Feb. 1988 – I was three years old, thoroughly enjoying being the princess of the home-due to me being the only girl, and the youngest. Catherine Rail was my best friend and my neighbor. We ruled the neighborhood being the only girls on our block. The Lakeview house we lived in is still, and will always be my favorite home!

10 Years Ago/Feb. 1998- I am enjoying my year of ownership as a sixth grader at Westridge Elementary. During recess each day, you would find all us girls out on the football field trying to prove our athleticism to the boys. My crush was the dashing Dan Maughn. Kimchee’s house and orchard were still behind the school and after sneaking to her house for lunch for a couple of weeks, we finally got caught and punished!

5 Years Ago/Feb. 2003- I was in my junior year of high school. February was Basketball State tournament time, and our standings were pretty good. This was one of the darkest months I have experienced; due to a terrible knee injury during practice on New Years where I tore all the ligaments in my knee. I was sadly watching all the games from the bench with my knee propped up in a full leg brace, crutches by my side, and tears streaming down my face.

3 Years Ago/Feb. 2005- I was starting my second semester at the lovely BYU. I had finally gotten college down. I was living in the Elms Apartments on University Avenue. I was loving life, and had met my new college best friend and room mate Jenn Barker. I was getting ready to apply to the Business School. This was also the semester I received my first C—a grade that brought tears of joy.

1 Year Ago/Feb. 2006 –My second semester during my Junior year at BYU. During this month I was still adjusting to living back in Provo, and living at home. I had just got back from spending 4 amazing months in London. This was also the month of the infamous date with a guy (who will remain nameless for his sake) who at the end of the night lit candles, put on Jack Johnson (his interpretation of romance music apparently) and invited me to lay on his bed for a back massage. Keep in mind this was our first date, and second day of knowing each other. Let’s just say things did not end well.

So Far This Year- Adam and I have now been married for six months! What a wonderful six months it has been. We are living in the small town of Rexburg, Idaho trying to survive the long and dreary winter. Adam is a Prober and Closer (those words meant nothing to me until we started working here) for Prosper and I am a receptionist at the same office.

Yesterday- Mondays are lovely days because I don’t work until 2:30 p.m. I got up and went to gym at 8:30 and then did some much needed house cleaning and laundry. I was then able to take a bath and take all the time I wanted to get ready.

Today- I got up at 7:10 to get ready for work at 8. I have been productive at work, answering phone calls and listening to messages. Boredom has finally caught up with me-hence this blog post.

Later Tonight- I am off at work at 4:00 today. I have an interview with the Stake Presidency at 6:30 (not to worry, just to get an ecclesiastical endorsement signed, I have finally surrendered and am going to go to BYU-Idaho.) Then it is off to the gym for a good cardio workout. I am hopefully going to try to make some wheat pizza crust tonight-wish me luck!

Tomorrow- I have work again at 8 am and am off at 11. I will go to the gym-it is an arm day, and then it is back to work at 4:00 where I will be readily available for customers to call and complain to-ahh I love my job!! I will also try not to be depressed about the recent return of winter!

This Year- I will be working still, and also trying to graduate with my degree in Advertising and a minor in Business. Adam and I will celebrate our one-year mark in August, and are going to create new adventures and memories together!! Hopefully by the end of the year we will have finished redecorating our lovely apartment.

Sugar Free

2008-02-18T15:51:00.006-07:00

I look forward to Valetine's Day season every year due to these little babies:

These are my favorite candies ever created! I only eat the Necco brand because of their crunchy character!! For some reason I absolutely love them. So as soon as they appear on the store shelves I stock up!! This year has been exceptionally bad because I used them as part of our Valentine's Day decor. I put some in a vase on our coffee table. It looked really cute and all of visitors loved it, but. . . BIG MISTAKE!! They were always calling my name-I was constantly snacking on them!! Last Tuesday, when I was working on the computer I opened a new bag and a half an hour later, I realized that I had eaten about 1/2 the bag!! It was gross!! I of course have to eat some on Valentines Day (in honor of the holiday of course). Then . . . Adam made this delicious dipping chocolate. He made me dipped marshmallows and strawberries---it was amazing. Talk about sugar suicide!

My guilt started to increase bit by bit the more I ate, but it was not until Friday did I realize the impact of the sugar. I have been going to the gym regularly and have been working hard to decrease my mile time. I have been doing well, until Friday morning. After sugar binging (literally-no exaggeration) for two days, the gym was the worst experience! I felt like someone who had just started working out, it was the most depressing work out!! I had to stop running every so often because my side hurt, and then I was out of breath. It was terrible!

(Me)

So after much thinking I have decided to erase sugar from my life. I am declaring it on this blog because I will feel more obligated to continue my goal due to me announcing it to all those close to me. I am running a 5k in June, so I thought that would be a good ending point for my Sugar-Free goal. I will not eat any more candy, desserts, or sugar cereal for the next four months.

It is day one, and I am feeling pretty good-granted it is the first day!! So wish me luck and feel free to check up on me because that will keep up my motivation! Also-if anyone has ideas for fruit treats and such that will taste like a dessert on my weak days-let me know!!

A Valentines Day Story

2008-02-15T09:48:00.009-07:00

He woke up to this

We had delicious Sushi , Halibut, and Ribeye here

We cuddled during this

DaY oF lOvE

2008-02-14T12:17:00.003-07:00

To My Valentine-

I am so grateful to have such a

WONDERFUL HUSBAND.

I love the way you hold my hand every time we are in the car,

I love kneeling down with you each night-your prayers are always full of gratitude

I love cuddling with you-even when you are tired and trying to sleep you willingly slide over

I love hearing you bare your testimony

I love being silly with you-
Jumping on the bed,
Dancing in the living room and the car
Playing tag Up The Stairs to our Apartment

I love the way you treat me

I love how you encourage me in whatever project I am working on

You never discourage me-but always tell me to shoot for whatever dreams I have

You are truly my BEST FRIEND

Will you by my valentine?

Saturday Gourmet Night

2008-02-13T15:37:00.007-07:00

Due to the lack of restaurant choices here in our dear town of Rexburg, we decided this past weekend that Saturday nights we will cook a delicious gourmet meal instead of going out. So last Saturday was the first time we put this plan into action. Our inspiration for the meal came from one of our favorite shows "Diners, Drive-Ins and Dives." In this episode they featured this hamburgers that has cheese in the middle of the burger, so we decided to attempt this new approach to the All American Cheeseburger. We invited Phil, Erin, and Jon over and after we made a huge grocery haul we started cooking. The boys were in charge of the burgers while Erin and I made the fries, fry sauce and home made guacamole. Adam and Phil worked hard trying to master the cheesy middle. Needless to say-after three burgers they figured it out and it was delicious!! (Even though I have had my fill of hamburger for the next two months!)

Here are the boys cooking the meat-Phil was in charge of shaping and Adam was the grill man.
(Don't ask me about Adam's pose I am just as confused as you are!)

Erin whipping up her perfect fry sauce!

The Goods

Well here is the burger both Adam and Phil ate-Phil got farther on his then Adam eating 3/4 of the entire burger (Gross!) The girl burgers will thankfully half this size-still hard to eat!!

Stay tuned for more Saturday night displays-hopefully next time it will be a bit healthier!!

100 Things That Bring Me JOY

2008-02-12T13:03:00.000-07:00

I stole this idea from Erin. It was really fun to think of 100 different things that make me happy- I thought at first that I would never be able to think of 100 but once I started I realized I have way more than 100 things that make my life wonderful!!

100 Things that Make Me Happy

My husband
Hot Baths
Candy Conversation Hearts
Fingernail Polish
Warm socks
Portable Heaters that I can carry from room to room
Coke Zero
Sunsets
Treadmills
Nike Shox-favorite shoe to run in
My Ipod
Christmas Carols
Kneeling down and praying with my husband
Gerber Daises
Freshly Fallen Snow
Ugg Boots
Hot Chocolate-especially from Starbucks
My Husband’s laugh
Flying in an airplane
Watching Chick Flicks
Running
Project Runway
Going on Dates with Adam
Shopping
Big Stick Popsicles
Spending time with Family
Cuddling with Adam
Making cards
New Clothes
Cute boutiques
Reading
Singing in the car at the top of my lungs
Cake batter Ice Cream
London
Art Museums
My birthday
Laying out
Swim suits
Puddle splashing
Writing and receiving letters
Café Rio
Going to church
Playing with kids
Clothes shopping-especially with my sister
Jewelry
Scrapbook and Craft Stores
My friends
Traveling
Playing in the Rain
Breakfast cereal
Wii
Target
Nordstrom
Organizing
Seeing the temple from our window
The smell of rain
New shoes
Stilettos
Fashion Week
Cake Decorating
Finding a good sale
New Makeup
Hair cuts
Basketball
Blogging
My dad
Sleeping in
Making to-do lists
Checking off all the things on my to-do lists
Fashion Magazines
Cooking
Down Comforters
The way your body feels after a hard work out
Decorating
Dipping a grill cheese sandwich into tomato soup
Adam’s homemade pizza
Skinny Cow Ice Cream Sandwiches-taste good and are only 120 Calories!
Vacuum Lines in the carpet
Music
President Monson
The Beach
Sand Volleyball
Saturday night Date Night
Books on World War II
Creative Blogs
Getting compliments-especially on crappy days
Mexican food
Working in the same office as Adam
Food-I love eating!
Changing into sweats after a long day of work
Getting to work on time
Warm weather
Planners
Propel
“Friends”-I can watch every episode over and over and over
Snow Tires
Scented Candles that last four hours
The smell of cinnamon
Family Parties
Dancing-although most times I look ridiculous!

FASHION WEEK

2008-02-05T10:01:00.000-07:00

(This post is dedicated to Caitlyn Cox)
It is that wonderful time of year again-the week that brings excitement to my bones-the New York Fashion Week! I love this week!!! I love spending time watching all the Runway shows on the internet, printing pictures of the outfits that I love, and putting them in my clothes folder. This probably makes me seem like a very superficial person, but for some reason clothes are one of my biggest passions-I love seeing new designs, outfits, and ensembles,however I promise I do not go out and blow our food money on clothes!! I am very good about shopping and splurge only once in awhile. I was in London when the London Fashion Week took place in 2006 and thought I had died and gone to heaven. I know that is sad, but I really enjoy watching the runway shoes and seeing the new designs, and then try and copy them as best as I can with my own looks!

Here are a few of my favorites so far:
The first picture is my favorite-the long pencil skirt with the high waist. The last picture with the white trench coat is also one that I really like. I currently own three trench coats (I am pathetic) but I feel as though some of them are looking a little out of style so I am on the hunt for a timeless coat that will look good for a few years!!

I GoT TaGgEd

2008-02-01T16:40:00.000-07:00

Alphabet Tag

A- Attached or Single? MARRIED!

B- Best Friend? Guess who, and of course Itty Bitty Whitty

C- Cake or Pie? How about “Cake Batter” Ice Cream from Coldstone- a treat savored once every few months.

D- Day of Choice? Saturday-date night.

E- Essential Item? Chapstick and gum ( So I guess that would make it “items”)

F- Favorite Color? Pink-yes very girly! And Kiwi Green

G- Gummy Bears or Worms? Neither.

H- Hometown? P-Town, Utah

F- Favorite Indulgence? Reeses Puff Cereal-only allowed on holidays

J- January or July? July- I am sick of snow!.

K- Kids? Imaginary ones

L- Life isn't complete without? My husband

M- Marriage date? August 2, 2007

N- Number of brothers and sisters? 3 brothers, 1 sister- 2 Brothers-in-law, 1 Sister-in-Law (don’t know what you wanted)

O- Oranges or Apples? Apples-only the Gala ones

P- Phobias and Fears? I am terrified of the dark-Adam thinks it is funny!.

Q- Quote? “Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a great battle.”

R- Reason to smile? It is Friday, only half hour left of work, and it is Adam’s Birthday.

S- Season of choice? Fall- I love wearing jackets.

T- Tag five people? Erin, Whitney, Caitlyn, Kara, Nickell

U- Unknown fact about me? I secretly want to be a singer and record my own album

V- Vegetable? Carrots, Broccoli, Peas, Corn

W- Worst Habit? Not hanging my clothes up after wearing them, by the end of the week you have to wade through the sea of clothes in our room.

X-ray or Ultrasound? I have no idea would this could possibly mean??

Y- Your favorite food? Mexican-The spicier the better

Z- Zodiac Sign? Um. . .Libra? I don’t know what that means and hoping that is right.

HaPpY BiRtHdAy AdAm!!

2008-02-01T10:06:00.000-07:00

1. What is his name: Adam Bryant Collings

2. How long have you been married: 6 months tomorrow!

3. How long did you date: 3 months before we got engaged ( I know, that is short)

4. Favorite T.V. Show: He is obsessed with LOST!

5. Favorite Past time: Wii, Gym, Cooking, Read,

6.Favorite Food: He loves Mexican Food, Pizza, and Nutella!

7. Occupation: Works at Prosper-offer internet coaching

8. Favorite Holiday: Christmas

9. Why I love him: He is such a good person-he has an incredible testimony, and he is a very driven individual. He gives everything he does 100 percent effort. I have never felt so loved, respected, and close with anyone. He is truly my best friend!

Pictures of my Hubby!

(Sorry some of them are not as clear because they are old, and we dont have a scanner so I just took pictures of them!

Home Makeover Update

2008-01-31T18:44:00.001-07:00

Well here are some pictures from my home make-over New Years Resolution! I keep getting asked to put some pictures up of what I have done so far-so here they are. It is a slow but sure project. We still have a long way to go, but here is what I got done in January!

Here is the shelf we bought at Ikea to use as our pantry. I put it together all by myself!!

My Uncle made this bench for me-So I stained it black and it is now our Coffee Table!

Our new towel Rack from Rod Works-I had to spray it black to match the kitchen

The candle centerpiece on our kitchen table

Pictures from my study abroad-they are on the kitchen wall above the kitchen table.

They all go side by side on the wall

Fashion Icon

2008-01-29T09:10:00.001-07:00

Alright I have a confession, I was once an "O.C." maniac. I never missed an episode when the show started. I lived, breathed, and dreamt the characters, the drama, and the social life. This obsession started as an accident as I stumbled across the show in the first season. I was immediately hooked!! This lasted until the middle of season three when the drama became too much and the episodes began to blend together. But from this show my admiration grew for Rachel Bilson. She is one of my fashion icons. She always looks stylish and perfectly put together. Her style is timeless, always choosing pieces that blend together well, while still making a statement. I search for photos of her weekly so I can steal fashion ideas from her!
While doing just that this morning, I stumbled across an article about her close encounter of being fired because she refused to do nudity in one of her films!!! My adoration just shot through the roof! Not only is she a great example of classic style, but she has some pretty good morals!! I try to limit my "star intake" but I just have recently become more impressed by her and her style!

This is one of my favorite outfits-it is so casual but looks amazing-the jacket is a must!

I love this blouse, it is very chic and different.

I feel silly putting pictures of a celebrity on my blog, but I really love her style!! ( and I am at work and bored to tears!!)

Finding Joy In Small Things

2008-01-24T11:16:00.000-07:00

So I have been out of eye makeup remover for three days now. So instead of using soft eye soap, I have been using regular Dial soap on a soft cotton ball. It is TORTURE!! It is hard on my skin, it gets in my eyes, and then they burn and swell up! It has made me hate getting ready for bed even more! So yesterday I had to run to the grocery store quickly to grab a few things for lunch, and was so desperate that I decided to go look at their eye makeup remover. ( I don't like getting toiletries at Grocery stores!) So I grabbed the first thing I saw, and to my surprise- washing my eye makeup off last night was like washing with a soft, silky ball of Satin!! It was wonderful and it only took a little bit to take off all the makeup. And more importantly it smelled DELICIOUS!! It smells exactly like roses!! So not only was it soft on my eye, and worked great-the air was filled with the sweet aroma of fresh roses. I was so excited over this small moment that I ran into to our bedroom to share this tiny joy with Adam. He tried to share and relate to the experience with me because he could tell how happy I was, but let's face it, his knowledge on makeup removers is very limited. So I am sharing this small and somewhat silly thing to all those who can relate to the very torturous event of washing off eye makeup!! I am finally saying goodbye to the burning eyes!!

These are my favorite house household item!! I love Clorox wipes! They are so divine-because they pick up messes very quickly and are the perfect solution when you don't want to deep clean but want to disinfect!! I make sure we always have some of these!!

Want or Need. . . . .

2008-01-17T09:57:00.000-07:00

I work as a receptionist at the same office that Adam works in. So I spend a lot of time on the internet-surfing the web, blogging, and much to Adam's dismay-shopping! When we were down in Utah during Christmas, we spent a day going shopping at the Gateway Mall where I was introduced to my new favorite obsession ANTHROPOLOGIE! I love that store-the clothes are so unique and the design of the store is fabulous!. When I walked in that day, it was like I was entering my own fairytale. The clothes that were in the store, and the way that everything was arranged and decorated! It was wonderful-thank you Adam for being such a sport and staying in there with me.

Now we are back in Idaho and I have to view my dream store online only. (Which I do frequently-as if I think it is going to disappear or something!) I wanted to share with you my new favorite pieces of clothing. I have become obsessed with them, and view them daily. I can't really justify spending all my money on each one quite yet. Do I really NEED another skirt or jacket to add to my already well stocked closet???

This shirt is named the "Peter Rabbit Blouse"

I tried this trench coat on in the store and instantly fell in love!!
It is hard to see, but it has cute little lace flaps everywhere-so cute and different.

I have recently been buying all kinds of 3/4 sleeve Jackets with Bell Sleeves.
I just think they are so cute, and flattering, but as Adam pointed out
"They are not practical here in Idaho!" (Sadly true!)

Changes

2008-01-12T11:33:00.000-07:00

Well I am finally posting pictures of my hair cut. I went to my hair appointment on the 3 of January unsure of what I was going to do with my hair. I loved it long-but at the same time I wanted a change. It had been long, for so long! So I thought about it all during Christmas trying to figure out what to do-color it, add layers, or just cut it all of! Well here are the results. . . .

BEFORE:

AFTER:

These are not the best pictues of me!

I ended up cutting off 15 INCHES!!! We started by just cutting off a few inches at a time and I finally just told Nicole to cut it off. I really like it-and once it was over I felt more like me because I have had short hair much than I have had long hair. So after 3 YEARS with long hair-it is all gone!!! Adam had no idea, so when he came to pick me up after riding the shuttle (yes I rode the "Salt Lake Express" back up to Rexburg-it was amazing!) he was very surprised to see all my long hair had been cut!! I love the cut-my blowdrying time has been cut in half, and I just feel like a new person!!

Firm Determination

2008-01-08T09:46:00.000-07:00

ReSoLuTiOnS- Webster's Dictionary has this to say, "the act or process of resolving," so I turned to:
ReSoLvE-the one I liked the best says: "marked by firm determination."

As each New Year approaches (I realize it is already here, so am a little late on these thoughts!) I am filled with this incredible amount of "FIRM DETERMINATION." (I really like that expression.) Three days before the first of January I start writing down RESOLUTIONS, and am filled with excitement because of the fresh new year. It feels like a fresh clean slate, like opening a new pack of paper-it is blank ready for new goals, accomplishments, and memories. I am excited to get the New Year started and start working on the goals I want to accomplish, and the bad habits I want to overcome (it seems each year my list of bad habits increases!)

Well it is now the second week of January and for some reason last night I was blindsided by feelings of inadequacy. I was suddenly overwhelmed by all that I wanted to do this year! One of my biggest goals was to turn our apartment into a home. And I guess that I thought I could do it in a matter days instead of realizing that it may take months. So when Adam came home last night he found me on the family room floor, filled with depression. (I am pathetic I know!) After trying to uplift my spirits, we both decided it was best to go to bed and that the morning would bring happiness!

So here I am-it is now 10 a.m. and I feel better! I realize that I am not SUPERWOMAN (yes it took awhile and hurt) and that all I need to do is give myself time. So I am now armed with my project list and supply list:

1 Sheet of Sand Paper-To strip the kitchen chairs that I am repainting

1 Can of White Primer-The first layer to go on our coffee table

1 Can of Black Furniture Paint-The last layer to go on our coffee table

1 Tube of White Spackle-To fill in all the holes that I have made when hanging pictures and then taking them down because I changed my mind! (sorry Adam)

5 Frames-to hang more pictures

1 Bookshelf-To organize our never ending supply of books

3 Paintbrushes-For all the above projects that require one

1 Large Tarp-To do all the projects on-inside the house-because the normal temperature here is always in the teens and the ground is permanently white

1 Long bubble bath

With this list created I feel more calm! That feeling of "firm determination" is crawling back in! I felt more organized and realized that I can focus on one project at a time!

A Look Back @ 2007. . . .

2008-01-05T10:43:00.000-07:00

1. At the beginning of the year, I readjusted to living back in Provo, after spending 4 1/2 months in London.

2. Paige became Mrs. Wes Anderson on February 15, 2007 in the Salt Lake Temple and had a beautiful reception at Tucanos.

3. March 2, 2007- My first date with Adam!! We were set up on a blind date. We went to Happy Sumo and then played pool at Fat Cats, and then went to his apartment to watch a movie.

4. March 10, 2007- Melissa had her reception and then was married to Mike Williams the next morning.

5. April 23, 2007- Adam and I took a road trip down to Colorado to meet Adam's sister Brandi, her husband Nate, and her three cute girls Brinley, Alexa, and Natalee.

6. April 27, 2007- Crystal and Adam were married in Salt Lake!

7. May 19, 2007-Adam and I got engaged on the Heber Creeper train

8. June 15, 2007- Jen married Phil Richards in the Bountiful Temple!!

9. July 28, 2007- I took my endowments out at the Mount Timpanogos Temple

10. August 2, 2007- Adam I were married in Salt Lake at 9:00 a.m. and had a luncheon reception at the Joseph Smith Memorial Building.

11. August 7, 2007-We move up to Rexburg, Idaho

12. August 11, 2007- We had an open house in my parent's backyard

13. August 24, 2007-Kim was sealed to Jake Mulder in Bountiful

14. August 25, 2007-Jeremy joined the Collings Family, and Ashley became Mrs. Jeremy Peterson!

15. September 2007-My older brother moved up to Rexburg and joined us at Prosper!!

16. September 15, 2007- Nikki was married to Denton in Manti!

17. November 21, 2007-Our dear friend Wes was called home. Our lives will be forever touched and impacted because of his example and friendship.

18. December 24 &25- Our first Christmas and Holiday Season together, and being married!

Christmas is Here!

2007-12-22T13:02:00.000-07:00

Trying to get warm after running Christmas Errands in the Cold!!

I am finally putting up pictures of our tree and stockings!! I cannot believe Christmas is only 3 Days away! We are still in Idaho until tomorrow, and then down to Utah we go!! We can't wait to spend two weeks with our family! It has snowed here all week and the temperature has stayed in the low 20's!! The Christmas spirit is in the air. We were given seasons greetings at every store we shopped at today. I just love the feeling that Christmas brings! Here are some pictures from our Christmas Season so far. . . .

Here is our two trees with a few presents underneath!!

Our Stockings hung with Care! (The window sill is our chimney this year!!)

The Christmas Cards I made

Our second bedroom turned into the Christmas Craft and Present Wrapping Room!

Snow is Falling

2007-12-15T21:33:00.000-07:00

Well it has now snowed here for five days straight!! It has been so beautiful-waking up each morning to a white wonderland! My favorite scene is to open the blinds in the early morning and see the fresh snow-empty of tire tracks and foot prints. The white reflects off everything and makes the world seem like it is glowing! I soak in the beautiful snow, filling myself with happy thoughts until. . . . we have to leave our warm house and venture out!

Our small town of Rexburg does not invest in snow plows. The streets are never plowed so they become death traps! Cars drive on them all day-causing the snow to compact, and then once night hits-everything freezes!! The roads become giant ice rinks! It is terrible!! We got stuck twice this week-so bad that other people had to get out and push our car! The combination of the snow and our car tires (which are not made for the snow) equals dangerous driving! Adam has now become the sole driver in our marriage- I am totally dependent on him!! I know that is sad-but I do not enjoy driving in the snow-especially when the roads are never plowed. Snow tires here we come!!!

I am learning all kinds of new things about winter here! It is so cold-every morning on the way to work our car has showed that it has been -2 degrees!! In Utah I was able to wear high heels all winter, and never wear a big coat unless I chose to. It is a whole different story here. I now only wear my Ugg boots-everyday, because it is so cold!! I have changed from the girl who always dressed for style-to the girl who is now dressing for warmth!! Some days I refuse to bundle up, wanting to wear something cute-that will not be covered up by a coat. But after shivering all day, I finally give in! Ahh winter!!

Holiday Favorites

2007-12-13T09:58:00.000-07:00

1. The Smells-Cinnamon and Cranberry Candles, Cinnamon Scented Pinecones

2. Christmas Lights-Blinking lights are my favorite, and the white Icicles

3. Hot Chocolate-Starbucks Hot Chocolate is the best! ( I recommend putting Hazelnut in it to!)
4. Christmas Tree-We have an artificial one this year-so we don't have the delicious Aroma-but I Love the tree when it is lit at night!

5. Holiday Decorations-Stockings, Wreaths, Garland, Santas, Pillows, Miniature Trees

6. Christmas Shopping-Sadly I have done the majority of my shopping online this year-so I did not get to experience the Christmas bustle!

7. Holiday Music-Michael Buble's Christmas Album, Bing Crosby's Holiday Album, and of course Neil Diamond-my childhood favorite!

8. Holiday Movies- White Christmas, The Original Grinch, Polar Express

9. My Husband-He keeps me warm at night when it is -10 here in Idaho!

10. Family-Being able to spend a long period of time with both of our families

11. Snow-(Only if I am not driving!!)

12. Christmas Eve Parties

13. Christmas Pajamas-Victoria's Secret Flannel Sets are the BEST!

14. Christmas Breakfast- Souffle and Caramel Rolls

15. Christmast Books- "Year of the Perfect Christmas Tree," "Polar Express," "The Night Before Christmas," "The Jolly Christmas Postman,"

Fashion Humor

2007-12-09T19:48:00.000-07:00

I did a London Study Abroad in the Fall of 2006 through BYU, which was and has become one of the most influential experiences I have had. It has become such a part of me, and at times I yearn to be back there. While I was there, a group of us girls discovered this book: "How to Walk in High Heels." It is a fashion guide book, full of advice and humor. I forgot all about this book until today when I found it on our book shelf. I have been in the mood for some light reading and decided to browse through it. I soon found myself laughing out loud and reading passage after passage to Adam. It covers every topic imaginable: "How to be Stylish, How to Understand Politics, How to Have Good Manners, and How to Pack." Just to name a few!! Each chapter is full of fashion qutoes, directon, jokes. It is also full of British humor and all the British words that I have come to love so much!! I have been hooked all day, and enjoyed it thoroughly, so I thought I would reccommend it to others. Definitely an entertaining read!!

Perfect Day

2007-12-07T15:40:00.000-07:00

This is where our story began. . . . August 2, 2007. I have been ordering wedding pictures all week-for us and for Christmas presents. (That is the best thing about the first Christmas-you can give pictures out as gifts!) What an incredible day that was-the one day you truly feel like a princess-where everything goes right, and you feel flawlessly beautiful! All those months of stress and planning seem worth it! We got married in the Salt Lake Temple at 9:00 a.m., and then had a luncheon/reception with close family and friends at the Joseph Smith Memorial Building. We had a band, dancing, and delicious food! It was like a fairytale! It is amazing how fast that day goes by-all of the sudden it is over! We had an open house the next weekend in my parents' backyard. So I got to wear my dress twice. There is something special about having your hair done, and putting on that white, lacy dress.

Adam has asked me on more than one occassion what the big deal is about a wedding dress. His words, "Why would you go spend so much money on something you are going to wear for one day, and never wear again?" Well, that is a great question, and one I don't have the perfect answer for. I don't know why the dress is so vital-but I do know, a wedding day would not be a wedding day without a beautiful dress. There is something about putting that dress on and you feel completely transformed.

Your wedding day is something that stays with you always, all those feelings of excitment and happiness as you begin your new journey. Aug. 2, will always be the day I began my new journey with my best friend. Someone who I can laugh with, cry with, and face all life's challenges with!! I feel very blessed to be married to such an incredible person, it has been four wonderful months so far-we have moments of frustration, but those soon melt away. Each day we are together becomes another perfect day.

Morning Blues

2007-12-06T08:26:00.000-07:00

Why is it that the older you get-the harder it is to get up in the morning??? When I hear those three high pitched chimes in the morning I want to scream out in rage! I hit the snooze button at least three times each morning, and when it comes time to finally get out of bed- I have to drag myself out. No matter what time I go to bed the night before-the morning is still difficult. I am getting frustrated-I used to be the person who got up at 5:30 to go running, or who just "naturally" woke up at 6:00! Where has that ability gone?? Now every morning I make the choice between getting ready or sleeping, and 9 times out of 10 sleeping wins. Each night as I set the alarm I make a goal to get up right when it goes off so I can get stuff done before work, and then in the morning my goal is forgotten. I need a solution or a new suggestion on how to make waking up a more pleasurable experience!!

Beginning

2007-12-03T19:57:00.000-07:00

Well I am joining the "Blogging World." After viewing blogs of friends and family members, I got inspired to start my own. I have just settled in to a new life of marriage and moving to a (very) small town in Idaho. It has been four months since we arrived, and each day I realize that I am enjoying this town more and more. It has all the small town charm that you can imagine-small diners, farmers, cowboys, neighborly love, and the charming main street full of all kinds of stores that are perfect for window shopping. I have recently discovered a store named "Porters" that opened my eyes to place I never knew existed here-it was brimming with Christmas decorations, crafts, scrapbook supplies, everything a creative person could want-The store takes up three buildings to fit all their supplies and merchandise!
But there are a few drawbacks-nothing is open past 11:30 p.m. for all those late night cravings, the cold weather, and the nearest clothes store is 30 miles south. I have recently become an online shopping pro-the UPS man knows me by name! I have also become an internet enthusiast because it is where I stay caught up on all the latest news, clothes, trends, and how I communicate with all the friends and family that we left behind.